Enjoying my last few hours of break. As much as I am enjoying being lazy, I am bored. I also am really anxious about going back.
I got a monster of an email from my new CT and it made me dread going into this new classroom. As intense as last quarter was, this one is supposed to be much worse. OH GOODY! Where do I sign up. I never thought grad school was supposed to be fun, but man. Sometimes I really want to give up. If I weren't sinking so much time and money into it I might really consider it. That and I am physically incapable of giving up. Plus I do want to teach. I love interacting with the kids and even don't hate my classes. I just get overwhelmed by the papers and the total time-consuming nature of the program. Maybe once my friends get back from break and I get back into the swing of things I will feel more encouraged.